Fears

After reading my daily devotional tonight-I decided to share my prayer in hopes that you will add this to yours as well: Savior-I can and will not be overcome by my fears. I dreadfully hate to admit that I have been doing my fair share of trying to "bluff" my anxieties about heading to the pediatric cardiologist tomorrow. I think I've actually sort of made myself sick-headache and stomachache kind. The original plan was to have my MIL watch Logan and Addie so that Mark and I could go with Hayden. But my fear wants to cling to my family and go with everyone. Am I being selfish-to bring along the kids to this appointment? Or do I have a rightful stance? Lord-please show us the way for without you we are lost.